just feelings . . .

" i sit in ur silence...scared...
waiting patiently for recognition.....
for a word....for a breathe...for a touch....
but i am raw.....
because i watch your hands instead of writing...
and; listen to your breathe instead of breathing...
its strange how close to you i feel...and
the need i have to help you to make u smile.....
.....but am still sitting here...
for you to let me in . . . .

waiting and having faith....

sometimes in life we dont get what we want....actually for some people its most of the times...

sometimes we feel god's so unfair that he does not gives us what we want the most....but after asking my self several of times why am not getting what i want...i finally decide the only thing we can do is wait and have faith that someday ....."anyday"....god will grant us what we want.....

even i have a wish....a wish that is too important for me to be fulfilled ....a wish that i can die for....after doing all sorts of things i cud and still reaching no where...finally am just waiting and trying to do all i can to make God grant that wish to me....

so hey ppl all i wanna say is i know how it feels not to get what u want the most...but thnk urself what the most we can do...its waiting and having faith that someday things will turn up our way and we will get what we want....